Wish my folks had a tad of what you have in the wisdom department.
Some people would not call it wisdom. Some would not even call it right. I have moments when I falter, or second guess myself. But when I think it all through I know that I have to buck tradition and do what is right for her, rather than worry about how people think of me.
And that is what makes you a qualified parent, putting the happiness of Amy above your own needs and desires. Yes it would be nice if she did live with you all the time but you acknowledge her choice in the matter. Which is where so many parents go wrong.
Happy upcoming birthday! Mine is next week as well, happy upcoming birthday! I'm not as excited about mine as you are about yours, but that's because I still have a master's thesis and finals to finish. Ugh, late April birthdays are no fun.
Hang in there, you're going to love the elephant.
His name is Stampy. [g]
Yeah, finals are looming for me as well. [shudder]
Oooh, I'm exactly the same way with secrets! I love them, and bend over backwards not to find out what they are.
Mmmm, yummy, I wish my husband had given me a secret for my birthday! :)
For a few years Ferrett didn't realize that birthdays were important to me because, well, they aren't as important to me as they are to him.
He's apparently making it up to me this year.
Happy birthday....early...while I can remember to say it. *l* Easier to remember...because mine's today. ^_^
Oh! Happy birthday!! Isn't April the best month of all??? [g]
I don't know why, exactly, but this post is making me weepy. It's touching to know that you care about her, and that you're interested in her happiness, and that you are enjoying her company. I hope that she knows those things, too. I never knew that sort of thing when I was going back and forth between parents.
My kids are very lucky to have four loving parents who care about them more than life itself, and who all work hard at getting along and not having issues between us that get transferred to the kids. I get along well with my ex now, and think his wife is terrific, and even though they are more judgmental by nature, they have learned not to say things dissing us, either. We are all working hard to put the kids first.
You sound like me, regarding Cherry. *sigh*
"She deserves better parenting than what we can give her."
This isn't true; at least I don't think so. I'll add my voice to the chorus of those that think you're doing a great job.
I'm jealous of the way that Amy may never know, in any deep-seated meaningful way, just how lucky she is with her family situation, with two sets of parents that care for her so deeply.
I hope you have a good time with her.
Oh, and an early happy birthday wish, too.
Thanks for all that. It's not always easy to remember that I'm doing the right thing.
She deserves better parenting than what we can give her.
You and theferrett would probably give her better parenting than a lot of the "parents" out there (alt.support.childfree calls that type BNPs--Breeders, Not Parents. They want baybeees, but forget about the hard parts, so a lot of people take up a lot of slack.) However, it's impressive that you realize that her dad and stepmom can do an even better job. Good going.
I think I'm usually a pretty good parent, but you've inspired me to stay off the computer and spend a little quality time with DD Catherine after school.
Glad I inspired you. We have had a wonderful day together....
I had to make that kind of choice - although it wasn't entirely up to me. While I hated every minute of the years I didn't get to live with shadowkatt
, I also knew that her father was able to give her far more economic stability and benefits I couldn't afford. I spoke to her absolutely every day, no matter where I was or what I was doing. I took every minute of time I could get with her, as did my family.
I still have some regrets, but it doesn't do any good to dwell on them.
Thank you. It's good to know that I'm not alone.
Gini, I'm so proud of you because of how well you've managed an extended family. Just seeing that someone can admit that their children may be better off with the ex show that there is no bitterness at all, which can poison the kids against their parents. My cousins parents were best friends after their divorce, and he was raised in a loving household that just happened to have two houses. With my parents, we lived in a constant state of fighting so bad, that I wished they would get divorced. Your kids are lucky!
My kids are primary. In the beginning I swallowed a lot of shit in order to create a good relationship with them - and I know that they would say they did the same.
We are very different people with two precious lives in common. I feel blessed that everyone involved understands that now.
Her happiness is paramount. My own wish that she will live with me, subsidiary. Whatever she chooses, we will make the best of it. And now I'm going to go enjoy her company.
That, right there, tells me that you're a good and caring parent. :)
Hope you're having fun.
Amy's a lucky girl. Very few parents are able to put their children's needs above their own desires.
Enjoy your time with her and your birthday.