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Uh...... [Feb. 14th, 2005|10:18 pm]
Zoethe
[Current Mood |exhaustedbrain-dead]

I was sitting here thinking about how worthless I am on Mondays. I get through work fine, but can't think of anything to write, can barely read entries because my eyes just sort of slide off the words, and can't manage to get anything done.

Then a little voice in my head said, well considering that you did homework for, like 9 hours on Saturday and Sunday, maybe that isn't completely a surprise.

It doesn't help that I had one of those terrible nights where, just as I am falling asleep, something startles me awake. It's all over then. I can't fall asleep for at least two hours, but I'm not awake enough to get up and do something. About 4 hours of sleep last night. After a weekend chock full o' homework.

When you think about it, it's sort of amazing that I'm not drooling. I'm going to bed.
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[User Picture]From: heathrow
2005-02-15 03:38 am (UTC)
I'm sorry you couldn't sleep last night.

I know what you mean about not being able to focus. I've been studying for about 1.5 weeks straight at this point (besides taking a full load of classes and chasing a toddler). My brain feels like it's full of crumpled up pieces of paper...I just want them to connect.
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[User Picture]From: zoethe
2005-02-15 11:29 am (UTC)
That's a really good description of it, actually.
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[User Picture]From: heathrow
2005-02-15 01:46 pm (UTC)
What helped me (and you probably already know this) is a good night's sleep. I desperately hope you got one. In some ways, the overnight rest and recharge allowed some of the pieces to start coming together. The knowledge seemed much less disparate.
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