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Ferrett improving. Me an emotional rollercoaster mess [Jan. 19th, 2013|01:25 pm]
Zoethe
Ferrett is feeling much better, and is in a good ward with really helpful staff. He's been up doing the recovery laps around the ward. He's eating.

I'm a mess. I was filled with grouchy fury this morning--coaxed out of it a good deal by Erin, who insisted that we go for a jog. Getting out in the fresh air and sunshine was definitely a good thing.

But then I read a response from a friend on a completely unrelated topic on Facebook that felt like a mild scold to me, and I broke down and sobbed for five minutes. It's the kind of thing that usually wouldn't bother me at all, and today just tore me up.

This is all going to be long and slow in so many ways besides physical.
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[User Picture]From: elbiesee
2013-01-19 07:17 pm (UTC)
I'm just going to agree with Kathryn, here. Go eat a good meal that requires real utensils, then go have a lay-down.

Good nurses are worth their weight in chocolate. Sounds like Ferrett is in good hands.
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[User Picture]From: zoethe
2013-01-19 07:22 pm (UTC)
I've eaten. I even got out for a jog in the sunshine today. It's just a lot of stuff to deal with, and easier to transfer it to stupid things than face it straight on.
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