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Ferrett improving. Me an emotional rollercoaster mess [Jan. 19th, 2013|01:25 pm]
Zoethe
Ferrett is feeling much better, and is in a good ward with really helpful staff. He's been up doing the recovery laps around the ward. He's eating.

I'm a mess. I was filled with grouchy fury this morning--coaxed out of it a good deal by Erin, who insisted that we go for a jog. Getting out in the fresh air and sunshine was definitely a good thing.

But then I read a response from a friend on a completely unrelated topic on Facebook that felt like a mild scold to me, and I broke down and sobbed for five minutes. It's the kind of thing that usually wouldn't bother me at all, and today just tore me up.

This is all going to be long and slow in so many ways besides physical.
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[User Picture]From: zoethe
2013-01-19 07:21 pm (UTC)
Yes, I slept well last night. Erin is taking care of me, though she needs taking care of, too.
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[User Picture]From: kathrynrose
2013-01-19 07:37 pm (UTC)
Ok good. I'm including Erin in my light bubble. :)

She needs taking care of, too, but for now trust that job to someone else. Does someone have that job?

::hug::
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[User Picture]From: zoethe
2013-01-19 07:51 pm (UTC)
Nope, but I'm calling in reinforcements. Thanks.
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[User Picture]From: kathrynrose
2013-01-19 07:56 pm (UTC)
Excellent. ::HUG::
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